" Freedom in the name of Jesus, freedom from all sins" I sang, jumped and clapped at the foreground of Christ.
I am a Christian, a faithful one, gracious one and a special one. By faith and by grace, I trust him with my all.
This is my present, more will be my future. Not my past, fill with sins, a sinful life you could never think of, one which abandoned my freedom.

My freedom was taken away when I was 18. I quited school ever since I was secondary 1. It was when my "enjoyment" started. The life which I wanted, a unpredictable one. Gangs were joined by me. Brothers and sister were so wonderful to me, they never stop helping me. One of them was the helping hands to drug. Drug were nothing to me at that moment of time. It was my daily life snacks. It all started with one per day. Then, it slowly turn out to be more and more unstoppable. Money were stolen from pockets of mother, father and even brother. However, family was in
economy crisis. I had no more money, but try to stop my addictive to drug. Cold sweats were bare, shivering in darkness having the cold war with myself. It was as hard as metal to do what I wanted to stop. I couldn't!

Glue were introduced.

Spoons were burn, the smell diffuse into the atmosphere around my room. Everyday, without fail, in my room. It was my breakfast, lunch and even dinner. No one could stop me.


Will be continued; if I could touch my iPod again. ;D