So, what are friends for?

Enjoy my day today.
But I did't went to church, and that's the sad thing about it.

I'm starting to hate school.
Starting to hate Cca.
Starting to hate computer.
Starting to hate friends.

AND that was SAD!

I'm starting to like books.
Starting to study.
Starting to control.
Starting to be positive.
Starting to stop all my vulgarities.
Starting to believe, what does to be done, must be done.
Starting to believe death.
Starting to do what she always believe she will not do it.
Starting to LOVE GOD once again!

I miss GOD

It was a boring day today.
There was totally nothing to do at all.

I fought with my brother.
I simply don't like him.
How i hope he's not my brother.
And someone else could be.
Someone like Deslen!
Or Junhong.

Time to improve my weak subject.
I cannot disapoint people who i promise i will do well.
I will!
Strong will ; the start of life.
Fresh ; O level.

11/1/09

I'm not in a good mood or happy either.
I want to cry but i can't.
I want to shout to you, but my voice was not loud enough.
I want to fight over my emotion, but i don't have the courage.
Things wasn't the way it was now.
Times flies as we don't feel.
Thought flew and the brain was screwed.

I just hate it even if now and then.

I sometimes want to ask god.
Did he lead me to this situation on propose?
Why did he do that?

I'm starting to like Murphy's law.

- If anything can go wrong, it will
-Matter will be damaged in direct proportion to its value
-Nothing is as easy as it looks
-The chance of the buttered side of the bread falling face down is directly proportional to the cost of the carpet.
-The probability of rain is inversely proportional to the size of the umbrella you carry around with you all day.
-The better you know someone, the more likely you are to get hurt by them/hurt them

-All the good ones are taken
-If the person isn't taken, there's a reason.

So, yeahs. ;
There's this pretty nice sentence i like.
Your Attitude determines your altitude.